This is the tale of a boy, who for most of his life, felt nothing but depression, suffering, rejection, loneliness and hatred from a lot of the world, this is his
Story.

It started when the boy was 2, his family was having a birthday party just for
Him, he didn’t realise but it was that day the world he knew collapsed, his
Father arrived, with love marks on his neck, he had been with a woman that
wasn’t the boy’s mother, the boy’s mother and family knew that he had
done the unforgivable and wasn’t faithful, the mother and the father of the
boy split up and the boy would barely see his father, remaining unaware of
his father’s wrong doing.

We skip ahead to the age of 8, when the boy’s mother had to leave to be a
Security Guard for the 2000 Sydney Olympic Games, and he had to move
Cities to live with his father and his girlfriend and his girlfriend’s son, the
Boy didn’t feel happy there, he missed his mother and wanted to see her,
His father’s girlfriend’s son and the boy got along for a week then the fighting,
Hatred and rage began, the boy was hated by the other for no reason, suffered
Several beatings from the boy and from his father for not defending himself when
He had no clue how to fight, school wasn’t any fun either, on his first day at his
New school a boy beat him up because he had nothing else to do, he had no friends
And spent every day at school alone, until he left the school at the end of the year
His life was hell, he had no one, his father never helped him out with his problems,
His father’s girlfriend didn’t help, no one did, finally, to keep the peace, his father’s girlfriend and her son moved out and the boy felt nothing but guilt at what he felt
Was his fault.

At the age of 9, in a new school, he met the only friend who at the time fully accepted
Him and was everything the boy needed in a friend, but in his class he endured bullying and one day took some of his favourite toys and they were stolen, the boy
Never saw those toys again and cried, yet no one cared, when he had to see the son of
His father’s girlfriend there was always disharmony and hatred and they fought and
Inflicted injuries, his father beat him more for not defending himself, the boy also
Attended after school care, he was bullied there too for his weight, he had no one
But his friend who eventually stopped going, he had no one but one of the staff there
To be his friend, and that wasn’t much help, the staff member had other kids to look
After, he met the girl who became his first girlfriend and that too was a lie, it barely
Lasted, he was left alone once more after she left.

He never had any other friends until 10, those people didn’t care much either, they
Left the boy to do their own things, his friend from the previous year was still there
For him, but he was two years older and he too had to leave school, the boy was
Once again alone, his father wasn’t any help in this year either, spending much time
In his room, the boy just wanted to be loved and cared for, but that was a child’s dream.

At 11, his only friends had left or didn’t care anymore, he was friendless for a month, then met a person who shared his tastes, but the friendship didn’t last, he made a couple friends when he was 11 and had a crush on one of his friend’s sister, he failed
And felt dejected and alone, his dad became more ignorant of the boy and ignored him, anytime he gave his son attention it would usually be for something bad the
Boy was accused of or didn’t mean to do wrong.

At 12, he made what he thought was a new friend, but who turned out to be his undoing, the boy entrusted the other with a secret and he was betrayed, all his
Friends abandoned and betrayed the boy and he spent his whole year alone and
Friendless at school and with no one to help him, the relationship between him
And his father got worse and worse, resulting with his father deciding that he’d
Manipulate his son’s mind to make him hate his mother, who the boy saw twice
A month on weekends, his father told him lies about his mother, the boy was
Confused and scared, was it true? He didn’t know, he got to visit his mother the
Next day and his mother reversed his confusion and fear, but he learnt how evil
And twisted his father was to his family, the boy began to resent his father after
All the years his father abused him, he had believed he deserved the treatment
He was given, all the heartbreak, all the desertion, all of it.

During the school break he had called his friends because he needed people to
Talk to, his brother knew and covered for him until his brother blabbed and betrayed the boy and told his father, his father hit him and took all of the boy’s money and
Said he’d hit him even more if he did it again.

At 13 he began High School, hoping it would be better then primary school, it
Was not, he found a girl he wanted more then anything, she rejected and hated
Him all because of who he was, he found his best friend again, the one he met
When he was 9, he had friends who manipulated and tricked him into thinking
That secretly the girl he wanted liked him, he gave up on her and asked another
Girl, but that too was a lie, he felt nothing but depressed and just wanted everything
To end, so he could be free of the hell he was subjected to, finally, halfway through the year, he went to see a child psychiatrist and they having government power took
Him from his dad and he moved back in with his mother, the suffering still continued though, school got worse, he got into fights, a person attempted to rob him and then a
Friend of his attempted to bash the shit out of him, the boy was scared, he had practically no one, his home life wasn’t easy still, his father called him and was telling
Him that he wanted him to come home to him, the boy was scared, what if his father
Continued to be abusive and a cheapskate? In the end the boy chose to stay with his mother, his father had upset him one time to many, the boy cut all ties with his father,
Though his father continued to haunt him in nightmares, in the boy’s nightmares his
Father would abuse him more, he never told anyone about his nightmares though, and
Eventually, he moved schools and started anew.

At his new school, the boy was still alone, he eventually made one friend while everyone else did nothing but pick on him and try to fight him, one day this other
Boy in his class decided he would punch him in the testicles, the boy took the pain
And stood his ground, later that day he was punched there again, the boy snapped and
He grabbed the one who punched him twice that day by his throat and slammed him
Against a desk, both were suspended for it and life became more difficult.

At 14, he started in a new class, the class were full of morons and were unbearable to
The boy, he was the odd one out, the only one who was mature, and he was the one
Who was bullied, he was bullied by girls and guys, two guys in particular who wanted to have sex with him, they also sexually harrased the boy and constantly tried to seduce him, it infuriated the boy and his blood boiled, after awhile he just wanted to die so his suffering would end, he did nothing about it though, he somehow
Had the strength to keep going, after all the bullying, harassment and hatred he suffered at their hands it was nothing compared to the day he was riding home and was hit by a car, he wasn’t hurt physically but mentally he was scarred for life even
More, later that year a boy who was a year younger decided that he would stalk him, the boy knew they were stalking him, one even pulled a knife on him, the boy held his ground then reported what happened to the police, his mother gave him a option, stay
At the current school or move to a new school, in the end after even more bullying the boy changed schools, but the new school was no better.

At the age of 15, his current age, he was at a new school, he once again had no friends, and one day, he was told a girl liked him, he fell for the girl and then
Learned the painful truth, he was been tricked and apparently someone else liked him,
But before he learnt the truth he made made some friends, they weren’t very supportive of him and told him that they told him so and over time became more reclusive and more of a loner.

His friends wound up going on a school camp and while they were there he was alone, he had no friends besides them, shortly after they left, he made the only female friend at the time he had, they fell for one another and they dated for 5 days, she ended it because she lost her feelings for him, he was dejected and depressed even more, another hurt for him to nurse, he then spent his months single in solitude, he was physically with his friends at school or wherever, but mentally he was alone, his friends didn’t understand him, but his friends he had online on the internet, they were the only ones who understood, in time he met another girl and they fell for one another, they sadly never met in person and then she cheated on him, he dumped her and all he wanted was to be loved and in a successful relationship, but it was but a child’s dream to him.

To this day that boy has become a young man, who through all his suffering has a strong sense of compassion, humility, a strong sense of morals and he has found his
True love, they aren’t together in person but mentally they are, she is the one who will
Hopefully heal all of his wounds, but he doesn’t know if she can.

He hopes that his life will be easy from hear on, but doubts it will be.